I Feel For You

i spent so long wondering what i could possibly to say to you, as i’ve been putting off sharing this podcast with you for so long. The reason? Well, some life stuff but really, truly, i think i was scared of sharing it. i’ve been scared of making any public moves lately. a lot behind curtains, camera off, hidden places. in that process of processing, needing time to figure out what i wanted to say, then getting so tied up in worrying i’m waiting to say the thing, and suddenly weeks go by. If you’re in my Patreon gang, you probably have a gist of what’s been going on, ‘cause i’ve been sharing there, but nowhere else, but i’ll level with you. i recorded this podcast in one take as a stream of consciousness conversation with you in my head. does that sound weird? i was going to post it as it was then deferred - default mode took over help- wanted an intro. wanted it to be neater. perfect. which is impossible right? i wanted to hide but knew and know i have to be seen. we all do. that doesn’t of course mean