I Feel For You

Shoutout to emotions! Shoutout to nostalgia! Shoutout to melancholia! Shoutout to big life questions squaring up whilst wanting to weep and hide! Shoutout to laying in bed for hours hoping to sleep but instead be haunted by big life questions! Is this...40?! It’s my birthday on Saturday i mean Sunday lol. I say that cause i’ve been talking about turning 40 for the last 2 years. Think it’s mainly due to the surprise of actually, possibly making it here. The sheer relief of being fully-fledged Auntie age, whatever that is (think i’ve been Auntie since aged 9 actually, this is factually incorrect, more like 8 years old, 1988, tracksuit bottoms squashed into pixie boots and ski leggings around the low heel of my pixie boots..i'm not sure on the reason why i remember these garment moments in particular, perhaps it’s the working class angst of obsessively knowing everything in my wardrobe, be they hand-me-downs or gifted from loved ones. Also, this pixie boot-ski-legging “style moment” is a nod to my ultima